dirty-littlesecretss

2007-03-12T12:37:00.000+08:00

MOVED : www.theshopaholic-reveries.blogspot.com

2007-03-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

dang butterflies are flying in my stomach already luhh
its another fifteen hours before results come out
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i had a good dream last night (:
lets hope its real
sighhs

and did i mention i am dang broke
and attachment starts in a week's time
and its my darling's twenty one next week (:

2007-03-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

my loves (:

2007-03-11T18:30:00.001+08:00

edited;
apparently i told caroline to read my blog
and to tag (:
so she reminded me that she screamed next !HAHA

sunday's always my favourite day (:
its not about the dressing up for church part
but its the time when you really feel close to God like he's right next to you
not that you dont feel close to him everyday
but sunday's special

lunch with the sister at vivocity next (:
took bus 80
omg i swear that the bus driver was recklessly driving
otherwise i dont even know how come he kept pressing on to thee brakes
rahhhh went carl's jr for lunch
once againn their serving is like real hugge
omg their chocolate milkshake never fails to make me happy (:
so yeahh

walked around next (:
got my necessitities and she started asking me silly questions
cause apparently we were talking about diapers cause i got all amazed by the price and range of diapers avaliable at the vivo mart
HAHA

me:whaoo, its so amazing luhh there's so much brands and designs.
her: do you know how expensive it is and on the average how much they use in a day
me : of course i know luhh, babies are just like patients okays.
me: we have to change for them once its wet or dirtied , like two to three in an hour (bed 21/6)
[FELINA*DOES IT RING A BELL !HAHAHA]
her:huh you mean you change for the patients also, as in they are exposed naked
me: duhh, if not how you change.diapers are there for a purpose its either cause they are incontinent or they are suffering from self care deficit.
her : huh you got to expose them naked for both males and females
me: yes we even bathe them luhh for both who are having problems mobilising
her:omg
me : yes that's why they say nurses do see some sort of *porn everyday
her:omg
AND SHE STARTED SCREAMING AHHHHHH FOR LIKE SO LONG
OMG THATS MY BIMBOTIC SISTER FOR YOU

haha
and my first sister skips church just to handle important stuff
which is *drumrolls
HAHA YAHOO AUTIONS
AND SHE DID IT INFRONT OF DAD LUHH
seriously i wonder how come i have two wierd sisters !HAHA

and she actually told me to take a look at our first aid inventory
and find out what's missing
and take from __________
omg luhh
tsk

cause the stuff that i brought back other than memories from the last attachment was
*drumrolls*
HAHA
ALCOHOL SWAPS
hahaha stacks of it man
that's the result of doing like up to 6 SMUs for one day
hahah
and its all used up thanks to the three ladies in the family !
HAHAH
told mummy love (: dont worry give me three more weeks, the stock will come back againn
oh wells

i swear my sister's one bimbotic fella (: but nevertheless she tickles my tummy <3
caroline chan
told ya i will blog about it

2007-03-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

babypie is right (:
online shopping is like dang addictive

i have been browsing like 100 over websites of online shopping
dang dang
i need moo-lah

can someone stop me from shopping
(:

happypill's super high now
on the phone with me (:
hahaha

2007-03-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

its the weekend (:
i am left with only one more weekend to burn

had movie marathon with caroline chan may yin today (:
the tv was like on for 7 hours straight
(:

first was be with you the japanese novel
heart wrenching romance flick i should say
typical last few scenes were all tissue paper soaked
hahaha

next was the sinking of japan (:
the sound effects were whooa awesome
but the movie itself was pretty scary cause of the effects and you have to watch it to know what i am talking about

its scary what a natural phenomenon and disaster like a volcano eruption can do
oh wells

2007-03-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

lets talk about nurses and doctors today
since they are like going to be the centre of my life (:

being in attachment has taught me and showed me that most patients (both males and females) viewed doctors as being more professional than nurses
maybe cause doctors do have the medical expertise and they are the ones who are diagnosing the patient

but come to think of it
it's the nurses who actually plans the care plans to ensure efficient recovery of patients.
its the nurses who are with patients almost every second.
but its also the nurses who get reprimanded if things go wrong
do nurses ever hit the headlines when things goes well
and these days nurses are doing so much more,handling jobs of junior doctors such as setting the plug and off plug and yes hypocount which can be so tedious
nurses even have to serve meals to patients

and doctors do not have to like handle unreasonable cranky patients
who expects you to fly to their bed sides in like less than 10 seconds of them pressing the call bell
and patients who does not listen to you when you explain why you have to put the cot -sides up
and when they do have any incidents of falls, its your fault

perharps doctors are held in higher regard because of their qualifications and all
afterall they are the ones who knows how to treat the client
but what about mental care,psychological care and physical care, its all the nurses (:

so bottom line is
dont look down on nurses and say oh that"wipe ass job"
its much more than that
though i know nursing like teaching is more of a vocation than a profession
cause it gets tedious and on your nerves everyday unless you really have the passion

however nursing has enabled me to self medicate
with that drug guide book on hand
and yeahh occupation hazard
with all the medical jargons
propanolol which is panadol
hahaha

its funny how life gets (:

2007-03-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

rahhhhhhh
it's one of those days that you dont feel like talking or doing much
but still you know you have to talk

yesterday night was one of the days which i slept the earliest
considering the fact that i have been sleeping like earliest two plus at night
i actually slept at twelve plus
rahhh

meeting the friday homies later on at night
cell outing (:

dang results coming out soon like in 4 days
ohh man i so wanna get promoted
and i dont wanna take any supplemtary papers
sighhhs but i do know i didnt like study hard
but this time it was really rushing and last minute
i focused mostly on structured essay questions (:
so yeahh wish me luck

if i do well (:
i can forsee moo-lah coming my way

and dang attachment in like 10 days time
ahhhhh

2007-03-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

lets have some reflection thinking now (:

i just realised many a times when we face circumstances and after incidents happens
we cant really salvage the whole situation or even grasp it
things happen too fast these days
we are always finding means and ways to excuse ourselves of our silly wrong doings
just as to save face or even reputation
but have we ever realised even though we try as hard to superglue or fix the broken pieces in our life
the scar stays
you can easily feel it if you feel right deep in your mind or heart
how many a times have we ever regret doing some stuff which we ever wished we didnt ever do
many a times we know its easier said then done to say the common phrase which is dont worry ,everyything is under control
we know its mental psychological thinking
its so common to hear people all around complaining about their misfortunes and their suayness and how they are the most unlucky
look around us, there are people much more in a worse state than us
have we ever thought who are the ones causing misery to US
simply said, its just US which is you and me
its all about the way you view things
so people so mental psycho yourselves at times

if only everyone could think before they act(including me), the world would see less of wrinkled foreheads and frowns and regrets.
wont the world be a happier place then
there would be more real people than plastic ones
okays that sounds cliche i know
but come on, tell me how many are there in the world who aint plastic
i think only that one in ten thousand is actually like that
i grew up learning this
no one is real in displaying their true self
you never know who might be back stabbing you
i believe everyone of us has a backstabber spirit hiding beneath that fascade that we put on
who would dare say they dont have
come on, dont lie (: (i know i have)
everyday we put on different masks , just like in an opera scene
and its so true that life is like a movie , and we are acting different scenes everyday
different meanings of life potrayed

we humans are selfish
often we dont think before we act, thus we end up hurting the ones around us
seriously
we fight for our life
we fight to win
we fight to stay alive
we fight to get the best score in class
we fight to be the ones who would rise first in our ranks in our work
most importantly, we fight for our own rights
we fight those who steals our girlfriends and boyfriends
and in singapore (: sad to say
we fight for freebies
when we fight,we actually just wanna win
nobody sees our weapons, but they do feel it
as in our tone, actions and all

and often when we lose, we start thinking of ways to backstab and all
its so common luhh
come on, dont lie to me that you dont display those thoughts
how often do we ever sit down and start reflecting as to why we lost

oh wells just some food for thought (:

happy reading <3

2007-03-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

went out with mummy love just now (:
towned <3

bought a hot pink umbrella cause mine was spoilt already
using the taka voucher
thanks mum (:
went tangs (:
she got shoes
showed her the Guess bag which i am so gonna save up for it
she wanted to get it for me but decided not now (:
school bag more crucial <3

supposed to meet babypie
but went home instead
feeling abit unwell now

dang results will be out in less than one week
screwed

2007-03-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

shallnt blog much about today
cause afterall it wasnt a happy day
so yeahh

went back to stc today
supposed to be a happy thing
but i guess it wont the same anymore

the moment we graduated
we lost our chijstcmb
or rather after you graduate , your no longer welcomed
what happened to the big family

i bet all the seniors feel the same
so much for wanting the best for what we deemed to us as a treasure

seriously i think after today
i wont bother anymore
we used to think that we should always give back and help back at where you grew up from
but now we dont anymore

why can other school bands be so nice to their seniors
but not stc
sighhs

when this sentence came out from this particular person " you should know we dont really like seeing ex girls hanging around
our hearts just broke
and to go to the extent of getting someone to chase us out
is a hello so hard to say
even the school cleaners and canteen aunties bothered to said hi
and like some teachers
didnt we contribute and werent we part of the band

so much for this one for all, all for one
and once a theresian always a theresian

and the different treatments that you give to different seniors is so contradictory
so you say you all dont like seeing ex girls around
so an ex girl is anyone who has graduated from school/band right
so why are there different treatments given
come on tell me

i dont care what you all think seriously already
like seriously since you all say ex girls dont have anything to do with the band
so i shall just say whatever i want

year 2005, we lost our chijstcmb

2007-03-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

this entry is purely dedicated to those two missing people (:
michelle loh kang ming and melissa loh kang ling !!!!
i missed you two like truckloadslorryloads

our schedules dont seem to fit
i feel so un-updated
i didnt even know you two went for your tongue piercing already
ahhhh
girlfriends !! i missed you two so so much
lets meet up soon kays
thank God i got neoprints in my wallet to make me happy whenever i start missing you two (:

*much love (x six years of laughter and tears )
<3

2007-03-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

met up with the two loves today
maureen ang mei yun and felina lee yen ling ((:

shopping at bugis street (:
spent hundred plus there
i am a happy kid <3

i love you two with the love of my heart <3

2007-03-05T01:50:00.000+08:00

had a very long
super interesting and reflective conversation with pie just now
rather emo i should say
but with laughter
(:

made me realise and reflect about some stuff

talking about secondary school days brings smiles and laughter
i miss besttie so much
danica toh shi yee my cranberry, where are you
((:
meet up with us soon ya <3
WE really miss you alot

and i realised that i am starting to miss someone
and some stuff
tell me was it a harsh decision

happypill
where are you
i need you to make me laugh

pie love (:
your the best girlfriend i ever had
bitching laughing and both of our shopping sprees
hahaha
you make me laugh smile cry and reflect so much
you turn my whole family upside down
with just one call
HAHAH
thanks pie for everything
you never fail to make me smile (:
dont think so much alrights
much love (x 2 years and 2 months 3 days )
wong shuyu <3

2007-03-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

church was pretty alright
regardless of the fact that i only slept at two last night

sleepless nights are like so me now luhh
arghh when attachments starts againn i am so gonna suffer
hahaha
(:

i didnt fall asleep during sermon which was quite an accomplishment
and i survived on my own cause may yi didnt go church today
and the rents were on usher duty

caroline chan may yin had cell meeting after that
waited for her like what seemed like eternity when it was only 30 mins
lunch with her cell mates
waited for the rents to end cet then home (:

caroline happily embaraased me today
cause of eyecandies
arghh
i miss feeling young
sighhs though i still seem small to others
BUT i am twenty this year
sighhs

age is catching up on me

gym tomorrows before meeting the girls (:
maureen ang and felina ((:
bugis shopping <3

you know how much i miss you stupid happypill
have fun during attachments though i know its super slack
HAHA
much love <3
a______y

oh ya did i mention (:
caroline chan may yin that bimbotic sissy won a dvd player
which is like super old school with a games controller and all
looks damm xbox -y
hahaha yes from that amazing race thing she had yesterday
(:
LOL

2007-03-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

sisterly love =shopping,soft toys war,pillow fights,blanket fights,toilet fights,tv fights,junk food fight (:
and bimbotic conversations <3

2007-03-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

i know i am fat rawrrr

2007-03-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

now you know why i love my bimbotic japanese dolly so much ;

2007-03-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

caroline chan may yin the bimbotic japanese dolly second sister that i love so much (:

2007-03-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

o-h-a-n-a means f-a-m-i-l-y :)

2007-03-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

the love -hate relationship (:

2007-03-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

the two bimbotic sisters that i love and hate so much (:

2007-03-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

as i went for dinner with the rents just now (:
this thought came to me
how do you define hardworking ?

i wanted to ask my parents this question

and to me i derived their meaning from ;

a student who studies till the wee hours of the morning without any sleep, or rather falls asleep either on the table or at the sofa.
and someone who constantly scores well in all their subjects

and so i had this close friend of mine
someone whom sort of grew up with me
she got back her A's
and my dad told me she did well

and mummy said this of course luhh, she stays up everynight to study and she falls asleep on the sofa and at the study table.

like hello their daughter studies and wakes up at 4am plus at times to study
but i bet they dont know
oh wells

so yeahh what's your opinion of a hardworking student

how often do parents know we are stressed and all
how often do they know how much we got to study
for nursing i tell you it aint easy
its more than cleaning up after a patient or whatever put in a crude way would be clearing patient's output
yeahh
we study like anatomy and physiology which can really drive you crazy
like omg how many times have i cried thanks to this module

and yes clinical assessment which gets our nerves all fussed up and those super tiring long attachments
who says being a missy is easy

but like what i said all courses have its difficulties
sighhs

sometimes i do feel inferior to my two other sisters
as bimbotic as they are
but seriously they are much smarter than me
wonders where the genes went to
they are like excellent in maths and amaths
and me , i seriously cant and wont ever score well at maths no matter how much hard work i put in
and that was reflected in my o level result for maths
what happened to those tutioning and staying up to do tons and loads of ten year series?
hahaha i dont know
and my two sisters are from the special and express stream with PSLE scores like 265 and 255 please
sighhs
now you know how i feel
and i am from normal academic and i retained so yeahh
more dissapointment for the parents
and as society goes,NA students are no good blah blah

so the bottom line of this entry is being a student studying in singapore is seriously not easy

and my dad actually asked me to go study today
cause i was being a couch potato for like the past few days

hello dad ! i got nothing to study luhh.

2007-03-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

caroline chan that bimbotic sister of mine
just called me to like do some stupid favour for her
she's having her zone gathering now at east coast park
and they are having amazing race
reminds me of my student mentor leadership camp (:
HAHA
cause we cheated (:

LOL
her favour is for me to find out

1) how many steps are there infront of the supreme court
like hello, i dont even think google or any search engines would say
and i thought of pet, but then againn i doubt she would know though she studies law
hahaha

2) where do you find saga seeds or otherwise known as xiang si dou in east coast
park ?
she didnt say clearly and i thought she was looking for red seats in east coast park
omg luhh, nevermind in the end i found them for her (:
east coast park area C and G

caroline chan (: you owe me one <3

HAHA AND STOP WAKING ME UP ALWAYS
TSK

2007-03-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

home today (:
had fun navigating with the online music downloading
and babypie says i am chennapok just cause i downloaded chinese songs

ehh i am not okays
rawrrr

2007-03-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

i found something new to obsess over on youtube (:
183 club MTV videos
thanks cousin for sending them to me

i think the guys in that boy group are drop dead gorgeous
but they can never compare to bosco wang and the rest from Hong kong
ohhh man

met pie today (:
had fun with her <3

2007-02-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

i will run a million miles just to see you smile (:

i just realised that the rest of my classmates like those serving attachment in TTSH are having their attachment now
oh wells

i am slacking my days away
woke up close to twelve this afternoon
skipepd breakfast and went down and got lunch

and did i ever mention i hate lion dances
i got freaked out by one this afternoon when i was ordering my lunch
rawrrr

on the other hand i can expect more moo lah to be coming my way soon
going to coussie's house this sunday after church (:

babypie's tomorrow (:

gotta run
till then much love <3

and did i mention i hate cramps

2007-02-27T12:59:00.000+08:00

i am dying from the horrible cramps

met felina yesterday (:
towned
went shopping and for once i didnt spend much
i am quite sick of town actually

got myself topshop lingerie (:
went queens couture and took a look at my little miss tee shirt and the little pony tee shirt
(:

came home around seven plus
dinnered and i caught the oscars againn (:

slept close to twelve

relatives are over at my house now
mummy's side (:

till then much love <3

bugis next monday (:

2007-02-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

church today (:
sermon by pastor jack theva was goood i should say

the rents dropped us at great world city (:
lunched at KFC while they went to cousin's house

walked around after that (:
had a super interesting talk with caroline regarding a particular ex of hers and my happypill (:

lol topic of the day would you invite your ex boyfriend or girlfriend to your wedding
hahaha i was thinking about it the entire day
for me i guess no, unless we are still good friends

life is really so unpredcitable seriously
caught the pursuit of happyness next after our afternoon nap
great movie flick that everyone should catch
(:

i am looking forward to my three weeks of freedom and movie flicks (:

and happily pts and girlfriends wanna club
ohh man

meeting my precious girls tomorrows (:
shopping time <3

2007-02-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

went holland village (:
met babypie love,cheryl,pauline,samuel and geryll
coffee bean then dinner

went clar's house next (:
stayed till around ten plus then home

it was night full of laugter thanks to shuyu and geryll
hahaha

church tomorrows (:
then my two little princesses's house

its shopping tomorrow againn
gwc <3

2007-02-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

okay great
its a saturday
and i am actually home
and its after exams

oh wells i slept half of my day away
gonna meet pie,clar,paul,geryll and maybe cheryl laters at Holland V (:

just caught this tear jerker movie flick called under the same moon starring edison chen and some other jap actors and actresses
it was in jap
the amount of paper napkins i used up was like arghh
but it was really so sad luhh

sighhs there was this scene of this guy who chose to give up his love for his best friend
both of them got trapped in the fire while trying to save the little kid who started the fire
his best friend who was a doctor saved the kid
he tried saying his other friend
but edison chen[his best friend] fell into the fire
however he got saved
his heart was still beating,but i guess he signed a donor's transplant before whatever that happened
so yeahh the doctors decided to transplant his heart to the little kid whom they saved
i tell you at that scene when the doctors took the scapel to block the artery
my eyes were like fountain already

and i really wonder
how am i gonna stay as nurse all my life
sighhs

2007-02-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

SAY HELLO TO THREE WEEKS OF LOVE (:

I AM SO GONNA ENJOY EVERY BIT OF MY THREE WEEKS
exams are finally over
now got to face the fear of getting results in three weeks time
*growls*

anyhows the papers for this week
which are mainly bioscience and hs 1082
has been pretty tough
but i really hope i pass
i screwed up mcq mostly
too much to cover
and i am having eyebags soon

have been sleeping like two or three hours everyday only
sighhs
but then againn i napped in the afternoon
so yeahh

anyhows i met my girls today after my last paper
babypie love and cheryl darl (:
had the time of my life shopping away since chinese new year has just passed
and know what
i am not done visiting yet
(:
so more moo-lah coming my way

the weekends are gonna be spent like at relative's house
ohh wells

anyhows i got myself
a grey with coloured striped pull and bear racerback from the spring summer collection (:
a white denim material skirt from pull and bear
and two tee shirts from stitch (:

monday more shopping with my girls
i wanna go queens couture and get my tees (:

and guess what (:
mummy altered my jeans already <3

holiday's gonna be all about shopping, my girls,picnic trip with my girls,movie marathons with my girls and the zoo (:

i cant wait

stop treating me like a float
rawrrr
the way you act and the way you tell me things potrays different thinking

<3
i love shuyu
i love cheryl
i love pts
i love besttie
i love maureen
i love felina
i love virginia
i love happypill (:

2007-02-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

the third lunar day of chinese new year (:
woke up at nine thirty
went to the cell group leader's house
omg yishun is like so far luhh
oh wells super long train ride

stayed there till around two (:
had lunch there
daniel's mum ans aunt's cooking is nice (:
played games
damien came
hadley's mum gave us a ride down jurong east mrt
trained back

pie was supposed to come
but its changed to tomorrows

got to start memorising for bioscience tonights
at least memorise kidney againn
memorise respiratory system tomorrows

i cant wait for friday to come really (:
and then monday which will be outing day <3

2007-02-19T14:56:00.000+08:00

happy cny (:

anyhows the first day was super duper hectic
and super tiring
half of the day was spent visiting and another half had like the rest of the relatives at my house

woke up close to nine (:
fourth uncle came over with the family
washed up changed , went to 2nd's uncle's house
then to grand aunt's house (:

then they came over to our house till like ten plus at night super tiring
took family peekchures though
so i was a happy kid (:
and the three of us mainly me and my other two older sisters and i spent quality time together

the kids were playing uno and computer games
then we went into our bed room and played games insread (:
played rush hour and zigity (:
OHH MAN HILARIOUS

and we went bowling (:
or rather the two younger coussins and caroline went
i was the compre
hahaha the way caroline bowls is damm HILARIOUS

went back for dinner

today went aunt's house (:
now am back home

2007-02-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

dinner was super super filling
and because of that i cant fall asleep now
though my eyes are closing

but it was good spending time with the sisters
did silly stuff like doing facial masks and pedicures and manicures together
but then againn i got bullied
as usual
but i still love my sisters

and i miss happypill (:
silly's at chinatown with the crowd nuts man
SICK ALREADY STILL GO SUPER CROWDED PACKED AREA
hahaha GERMS (:
enjoy your collecting of ang bao !
HAHAHA

2007-02-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

finally got to talk to petrina,clarissa and cheryl love yesterday
pet the ususual shopholic just like me showed me some pretty online shopping webbies
ohh man fell in love with quite alot of stuff
but they are like all OOS ,which for your info is out of stock
sighhs

i love my girls so much only they can make me get all hyped up and happy
like i said my girls are my everyday happypills
so dont anyone dare make them sad

pie called close to one plus
ohh man and guess what was the first thing she said when i called her back

pie :haiyo so late why havent sleep
me: i cant get to sleep

oh man and this lead to like an hour plus long conversation
with me half the time saying pie stop saying that

topic of conversation: about ex boyfriends and marriage
she just wants to get married
picturing herself with her family
and she's ready to get married
so leisher , you get the picture
hahaha

pretty hilarious though but brought back some memories
shallnt say much
hahaha

happypill fell sick yesterday
that's for sleeping and turning in late
and skipping school

get well soon luhh (:
your exams are next week
and MINE ENDS NEXT WEEK
HAHAHA
i just had to say that to irritate you
HAHAA

woke up close to nine this morning
i told ya exams and attachments are making my biological clock screwed
i wake up like right on the dot at nine even though i got no papers
tsk

so maysi became a good girl
she studied and went through what she memorised for the urinary system (:
remembered most of it
lets hope it stays this way till monday

cause it's totally impossible for me to meet my books for a date tomorrow
since the relatives are coming over
and need to help coussie with some stuff

did i mention i love kids (:
HAHAH
my little princes and princesses tomorrows =<3

reunion dinner with the fa-mi-ly later on at night (:
i cant wait to pigg out and grow fat

it's girlfriends birthday next week
happy early nineteen pet and pau

happy late eighteen to clar love (:

little bread with love (:

2007-02-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

i accomplished quite alot today (:
so yeahh i feel happy now

i packed my study table whuch is like war zone
and for your information i am using the dining table as my study zone
books all piled up
and my yellow pages thick textbooks
then i packed my clothes cupboard
okays i got another resolution added on
no more buying of shorts
i got like 6 pairs of shorts luhh
and i just got another yesterday
ohh man
and it took me an hour plus to pack everything

from my formal presentation wear
to my million jackets and sweathers
to my other clothes

hahaha
i am meeting pie pie next week after last paper
yay (:
i cant wait

and i studied today
memoried section B one of the topics for bioscience
it was between cardiovascular system and the urinary system
obvliously choose the latter one
hahaha
its easier to understand
read through twice then memorised
read through cardiovascular system though

so moral of the entry is (:
maysi's a good girl

skipped cell today
and i miss my friday homies

and and happypill is sick
how can
cny coming luhh
sleep late somemore luhh
hahaha

2007-02-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

and so i got no paper on today
since i took psychology last semester already (:

good luck anqi love <3

i think my biological clock is super duper wierd luhh
hahaha
i got no paper today so i dont have to wake up early
i slept at twelve yesterday
and i woke up at like nine
i am sleepy but i cant get to sleep (:
arghh

so i texted my darlings and started complaining
i didnt text pie,knowing she would be asleep
and stupid happypill is still sleeping
so you think you got no school you can wake up late luhh
arghh
hahaha

had breakfast
after which i swear my mummy makes uses of human labour
went downstairs and got packet drinks for cny
the amount of packet drinks we have is like enough to feed fifty over people
i am pretty excited over cny
but then againn i need to mugg for my last two papers next week

i cant wait till after exams
shopping with the precious darlings
MEET BABYPIE
[read the caps] (:
i need to tan badly
i am like so fair now luhh
arghh

got the packets of drinks and then home (:
i caught abit of the tv
and started packing my table
my text books and lecture notes
not much to pack
consider the fact i did spring cleaning last dec (:

next (:
its time to embark on packing my clothes cupboard
which mum and dad claims its gonna collapse soon
but then againn they havent really been nagging about me shopping

i think i spent three hundred over on shopping this month alone
and feb hasnt even ended yet
hahaha

i miss maureen and the other darls
feli just messaged me about mr stalker
hahahha

2007-02-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

two papers down (:
two more to go

so yesterday was the first paper
sociology
mcq questions were like so tricky
all the answers were like alike
oh wells
thank God structured was like give away
i am aiming for a B (:

today's has 1029 !
ohh man the night before was spent cramming all the facts and definition and name of medication blah blah
i only slept at two thirty please
arghhh stress was what i felt yesterday

thank God i got the sweetest classmates ever (:
feli darl never fails to make me laugh
maureen never fails to make me happy
virgina makes me smile

and of course my happypill (:
v day was sweet thanks to happypill

stayed back after the paper yesterday
went to the canteen and caught up with them
(:
attachment stories
hahaha

hs 1029 today (:
pretty alright but aint that confident
i just wanna pass this module
structured was bull shitting away please
arghh

went town with maureen darl after paper
went hollywoods secret
trimmed my eyebrows (:

wanted to get contacts but couldnt thanks to my eyesight
arghh
permanent lenses are so ex luhh
and and maysi is a clumpsy girl luhh
what if i drop one pair
dang
six hundred plus man
dang

shopped (:
darling and i bought stuff from the same shop

spent close to a 100 today
got my make up as well <3

called babypie
i love us <3

its mugging for bioscience tomorrows (:
and spring cleaning of my cupboard and table !!!

2007-02-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

okays your missy to be here is super duper stressed up
everyone's in the festive season moood
arghh and here i am mugging away

ohh man
screw it

sociology's my first paper tomorrows
wish me luck
i need it

i memorised all the saq topics which is two topics only
lets hope the paper is easy
and i glanced through but memorised those topics whose mcq weightage is higher

has 1029 on thursday and i think i am so gonna die tomorrows
its gonna be non stop mugging for that paper

i am so gonna work hard for my bioscience i swear and has 1082
arghh

i am nursing a bad cold
someone out there misses me
hahaha

it's v day tomorrows (:
i am meeting happypill <3

STRESS
WHO SAYS NURSING IS JUST CLEANING BACKSIDES
ARGHHH

health behaviour,illness behaviour blah blah, alternative medicine
medifund blah blah
told ya i am going bonkers

2007-02-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

church's pretty alright
except for the fact that mum and i kinda had a tiff
i wont really consider it little cause both of us ended crying
arghh i hate this kind of days

went vivo for lunch after with caroline
bumped into aunt and family
then home
mugged a bit on lecture 9 and 10
its fifteen pages long of information to memorise
wish me luck

chinatown with mummy tomorrow
hope things work out
sighhs

i cant wait for wednesday (:
happypill<3

2007-02-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

alrights lots of stuff happened in one day
one of my aunt passed away this morning

was pretty shocked at the news when dad told us
cause she went through a miracle last year
she had a stroke last year but then she recovered
today i learnt yet another same old fact
life's really unpredictable
her husband's left the world too
her daughter's around sissy's age
sighhhs

though we werent close to her
but i remember her being that super nice auntie when i was young
buying sweets and toys for me
sighhs

but i guess working in the healthcare sector has made me a stronger person
life has to go on i guess

alright on the other hand
happypill tried to make me smile

went new year goodies shopping with the rents in the afternoon
came back dumped the stuff
changed (:
went out for dinner
went to dad's office
it's so cool luhh
drove to tampines and i didnt know happypill was there
till we texted (:
so met up for a while
thanks alot
*Much love <3

came home around eight
started mugging
memoried lecture 7 and 8 of sociology
topic on health behaviour
mugged till 11.15 (:

i feel accomplished now

i cant wait for the exams to end (:

2007-02-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of attachment at sgh ward 63C
how fast time flies
those three weeeks were indeed very tiring and breath taking
but then againn every hour seems to pass so fast today
and all of us just didnt wanna leave

goodbyes are hard to say
i hate saying farewells

last day was great (:
wasnt really a busy afternoon i should say
for once i told the staff nurses
i wish the call bell would ring

got for the staff nurses in my room chocolates and a thank you card
when the time to say goodbye came
got kinda emo
those group of them indeed touched my life

seeing how they work makes me wanna become like them next time

ward 63C
i wont ever forget this attachment
(:

i am gonna miss my favourite nurses and uncles (:
and of course hianny
did i mention i saw him thrice today
hahaha ((:

mugging time <3

and it's exam period !
arghh

i love you felina (:
your the best attachment mate anyone can get <3

2007-02-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

work was great today (:
everything went on smoothly
today was the JCI[joint commission international] audit check for ward 63C

but we didnt get to help out at the ward level
went library instead
(:
went back to the wards after around four

i love my staff nurses (:
i am so gonna miss room 21 and 22

it's become a routine

and guess what i saw eyecandy againn (:
ohhh mine

it's the last day tomorrow
sighhs whole load of emotions taking over me now
the staff nurses started thanking us today (:
i am so gonnna miss them

and guess what (:
there's gonna be a pay rise for the nursing profession and for allied healthcare workers (:
so all say yay with me

seriously nursing aint a easy job
they do need the recognition you know
it's more than wiping ass,clearing patient's shit ,urine and all
it's also different emotions and different people you meet everyday
nice patients,unreasonable ones
irritating call bell requests
it's also tons of paperwork day in and out
and yes most importantly the continous passion and drive that you ought to have
i am proud to be a student nurse (:

i wont say i will be a perfect nurse
but i will strive to be the best i can ever be (:

2007-02-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

its finally the last week of attachment
pros and cons
pros i finally get to have a break
no more waking up early till the next attachment
cons are it means mugging for exams

my first paper is in exactly one month's time
wish me luck
i need all the brands essence and luck and prayers

life's pretty great
except for the fact that i screwed up my dressing assessment
and Staff nurse assessed me
omg luhh
butterflies in the stomach plus it was my first hands on a real live patient
arghh
but thank God i was pretty close to that patient
(:

life's great with my happypill making me smile everyday (:
i love quarelling and quabbling with you
macs i am looking forward to it
much love <3

and plus i found eyecandy at thee workplace (:
oh my god luhh
(:
felina knows i am head over heels and i go crazy and all

okays great
attachment has made my name so interesting with all kinds of pronounciation
so far only EN arthur got it right (:
funny guy i should say !

the staff nurses are all a great bunch of people really (:
and i love them so
the patients are pretty alright on the whole but some can really be annoying
but i guess that's life

annoying fact that they call me xiao mei
and this particular one calls me xiao mei mei
which translated means small girl
omg luhh i can just die i tell you

and the SN's always say that i am small
which i think i am fat luhh!

met the friday homies just now
cell at my house
(:
i love them

okays enough of ranting
back to mugging

i love sociology
true or false
hahaha
yeahh right

2007-02-04T18:30:00.001+08:00

Heaven and earth cry out Your name
Nations rise up and see Your face,
And Your kingdom is established
As I live to know You more.
Now I will never be the same.
Spirit of God, my life You've changed,
And I'll forever sing Your praise.
I live to know You, Lord,
I live to know You, Lord.

Standing in Your presence,
Lord, my heart and life are changed.
Just to love You and to live to
See Your beauty and Your grace.

You've called me, I will follow
Your will for me, I'm sure.Let Your heart beat be my heart's cry,
Let me live to serve Your call.

2007-02-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

church was the usual (:
but for once we were early
praise and wordship was great
sermon was pretty alright

lunched with the friday homies after that (:
went to audi to find the rents
attended the tcm and christian perspective cet class
pretty interesting i should say
home after that (:
pie called
so couldnt sleep
ended up blog hopping yet againn

i miss my primary six times
was blog hopping to luvena's blog
omg science centre and the zoo and sentosa brings back memories
and i wear GJ and her are like the cutest couple ever
hahaha
i love them <3

and the shout of the earth will be your praise
God forever and the light of the earth will be your wonderful name
for the glory lord is yours forever (:

2007-02-04T16:54:00.001+08:00

2007-02-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

its the weekend (:
and its supposed to be mugging day today but
then againn i ended up sleeping my day away

caught the host in the morning
its so freaky luhh
i was screaming away
studied abit of sociology here and there
and the house downstairs was so freaking noisy thanks to the polling day
cause they are gonna upgrade our lifts like finally
but then we dont have to poll since we got a lift on our floor
so yeahh
slept till five
called babypie
changed towned with the parents
we walked from centrepoint to ck tangs
like omg luhh

dad's damm cute i swear
is shorts the in thing now
haiyo the shorts so short
lol
mummy bought her cooking wok
and we were entitled to a lucky dip
and guess what my lucky hand got us a phillips ice cream maker
but gonna sell it away
so the cash comes to me (((((:
yay

went paragon starbucks next to wait for caroline
bumped in to dara and her boy
omg that girl used to be so tiny and now she's like almost the same height as me luhh
hahaha time flies (:
remember bobbi brown

went for dinner at akashi restaurant at paragon (:
yummy and filling was the word
unagi bento.sashimi.sushi and fish roe was <3
went chinatown next
came home bathed
caught the grand finale of my girl (:

i am gona get the vcd (:

(((((:
your the one who makes me smile day in and out

did i mention i had the wierdest dream ever last night
ahhh

lunch with the friday homies after service tomorrows
then the rent's cet
and then i gotta mugg for sure tomorrows

2007-02-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

yay the weekend is here
but then againn it means mugging time yet againn
sem exams in two weeks time
sighhhs and we have yet to start on anything
say bye to retail therapy and hi to yellow pages thick lecture notes and textbooks
say hi to brands essence
say hi to another week of attachment at ward 63c

attachment this week was pretty tiring and tough
with all the ________ clients and all
arghh come on, its a C class ward
what do you expect man
arghhh
SMU.hourly parameters.
omg i cant imagine myself doing this for my next 8 years of my life or so
and yes case study is finally over!phew
it was pretty funny laughing together with the peeps
hahaha our stickman is really adorable i swear
esp jonathan's and melvins
omg
and feli darl complains my stickman is too huge

feli : why your stickman so huge
me : huh where got huge
staff nurse : hahaha cause she is small and she aspires and wishes to be big
me : ehh i am not small okay
feli : she where got small
me : yes i am not small

arghhh working in the healthcare sectors makes you go crazy
with all the different races and nationalities people assume you are

so far hong kong takes the lead
which part of me looks like a hong konger
next is ni shi bu shi hua ren
wahh lao i am chinese luhh
next china and vietnam
omg
arghhh

talked to pie pie after work (:
i love you
you drive me crazy

and yay to the festive season (:
i cant wait

what will v day be like this year (:

i misss seeing (((((:
hey rude ass !
you make me laugh every single day
much love happypill <3

2007-01-31T12:13:00.000+08:00

today is the last day to finish up on our case study
but then againn i think today is only the start of our studying of our case studies
ahhh attachment is draining me of my energy and motivation to mugg

doubt i will get any good rest tonight
cause of CASE STUDY
KILL ME LUHH
why is being a student in nursing so tough tell me
sighhhs

gotta run now
attachment starts in another 45 minutes or so
long tiring day provided the sns allows us to focus more on our case study

AND WE HAVE YET TO START MUGGING FOR OUR EXAMS
TWO MORE WEEKS
arghhh

hello ((((:
i know you visit my blog okays
hahaha please be courteous and tag okays though i dont tag at yours (:
much love my happypill <3

2007-01-29T22:42:00.001+08:00

exams and attachment dont go well together
mugging moood just aint here
arghhh

my legs are breaking already =x

2007-01-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

arghhh
its down to sgh in another two hours
dang dang
can the weekends hurry come
ohh no i mean can work hurry end

i need to stay up tonight to work on the case study
and to mugg for exams
crap
i still cant get over the stupid fact that exams start on v day itself
*grumbles*

maybelle my dearest honeypot and i were like grumbing like no one's business yesterday
so much for allowing us to enjoy our festive mood
arghhh
why why why maybelle
i miss you my precious <3

and i am hungry
i have yet to start on any modules
as in memorising
but i did stare at the pages but i bet i cant remember anything

thank god there's daddy love to fetch me back after work
i am not someone who fancies public transport
i misss (((: now

pts is making me read someone's blog now
(:
pts makes me happy every single day
i love you pts <3

work work work work
more work work work work
arghhh

okays i shall work hard
and study hard
and then go shopping after my exams againn (:

2007-01-29T10:35:00.000+08:00

the brown ricks bag that caroline bought (:
i was eyeing it also luhh!

2007-01-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

my retail therapy, the two dresses (:

the zara black dress that caroline bought (:

the far east dress that caroline bought (:

the zara denim dress that's freaking expensive (:

black shimmery ballet flats (:

2007-01-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

churched today (:
service was pretty alright but both me and caroline fell asleep though =x
towned after that
the rents had christian education training so yeahh we were left on our own
cabbed down with may yi
she dropped us at newton then we took a bus down far east
had turkish food for lunch (:
super filling
started shopping (:
today was the first time we actuallly went to all the levels and combed through every single shop
went far east then isetan scotts, then liat tower's zara then to wisma's MNG to Taka's Guess to zara to MNG then home (:

i am a happy kid now (:

my retail therapy for today (:
ballet flats in shimmery black at 23.90 from far east
dress from far east at 39.90
dress from zara at 20 bucks
a belt from far east at 10 bucks
and i paid first for caroline's dress which was fifty (:

the zara dress needs minor alteration (:
thank God there's mummy
it's too looose
sorry my trochanter not that large !haha

shopping for cny goodies next week (:
shopping = <3

messaging ((: = :]
i love wong shuyu <3

yay i love shoppping
motivates me to start mugging ((:

2007-01-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

the weekend is love (:
woke up at eleven this morning
breakfast and lazed around
caught my channel 55 drama serials rerun telecast
thee new channel 55 8pm drama serial is eyecandy ((:
charles szeto <3

lunched (: and then lazed around
but i read through my attachment notes
fell asleep
msged darling
i miss you maureen ang
cheer up yes love <3

woke up at five thirty for dinner (:
called babypie love
talked for while then prepared to change for dinner

attachment's tough stuff seriously
balancing preparations for exams and serving attachment at the same time aint easy
and it becomes worse when the mood for mugging aint here during the weekends
anqi will agree with me (:

oh wells
church tomorrows (:

its been a week since i went church
cause fell terribly ill last week
darl asked what was my pain score
i said close to nine and ten
i tell you (: it's a work hazard using medical jargons and terms
even when i am visiting the doctor
hahaha

i am forever grateful for the cross (:

i misss happypill <3

2007-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

it's the weekend (:
one week has passed by so fast
another two weeks of attachment at sgh and it's exam time
and it's the festive season and then it's love day and chinese new year
omg how fast time flies luhh =x

anyhows this week has been pretty great
with the occasional hiccups here and there
but it's still manageable
all it needs is a little boost of confidence and drive to perform well (:

the staff are great (:
the girls are wonderful
so are the boys (:

it's mugging time during the weekend and research time for casestudy !
retail therapy with the sister on sunday <3

2007-01-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

2007-01-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

my God works in great ways we cannot see
but he will make a way for me

decided to pop by maureen's blog today and she blogged about being in a oncology ward
got me thinking for a moment
and kinda reflected
the holy spirit kinda urged me to make my way to pastor william's[maureen's youth pastor] blog

read today's entry
and now i know the reason why

i am sorry lord for blaming you and not turning a
nd running to you first when i am in need

2007-01-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

lately my life's all about attachment .sleeping.the textbooks.
and yes all time favourite indulgence
retail therapy online which kinda motivates me

attachment for today was pretty fine
except for the fact i was late and only came on the dot
the staff were great for today
did SMU and more SMU
shall do NG tube feeding tomorows

afternoon shift's sure gonna be boring according to shanna and hidayah love
ohh wells
(:

shopping on weekend (((((((:

2007-01-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

life's stressed stressed =x
but i will get through it

lord let tomorrow be a better day

2007-01-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

went to the doc againn (:
got myself checked and reassured
it aint appendicitis or any infection

soft diet here i come
i lost 3kg already ohh man =x

thank God
my God's great <3

long tiring attachment morning tomorrows
till then much love (:

i am in the moood for shopping

2007-01-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

the past few days were pure hell
everytime the pain strikes, would be the time i start whining and screaming
arghhh
yesterday was the ultimate till the rents almost wanted to send me to SGH A&E
but i told them we will see how

food poisoning aint a small matter
i swear i wont ever drink coke for a long time ever againn
sighhhs

first day attachment's pretty fine
new experience
new setting
new staff
new ward
new patients
and new mates (:

two weeks and four days to go <3

2007-01-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

BEING DIAGNOSED WITH FOOD POISONING IS NO JOKING MATTER
ARGHHH
SO WHEN I WOKE UP FROM MY NAP YESTERDAY
I WAS SHIVERING FROM HEAD TO TOE VIBRATING AWAY
FEVER CAME BACK TO 39.3 DEGREES
WALKED OVER TO THE FAMILY CLINIC
PRESCRIBED HEAVIER DOSAGE OF MEDICINE
MY HEAD WAS ALL GROGGY

NIGHT WAS HELL
WAS CRYING IN PAIN
MY STOMACH AND TUM TUM AREA WAS BURNING
MUM HAD TO RUB THE EGG WITH GINGER AND ONION AND THEN OLIVE OIL
PLACED HEAT PACK OVER IT
SUFFERRED FOR THE NEXT FEW HOURS OR SO
RUNNING TO AND FRO TO THE TOILET PUKING OUT ALL THE WATER THAT I CONSUMED
ARGHHH
BUT TOWARDS THE MORNING, WAS BETTER
PRAYING WORKS WONDERS

I JUST HAD WARM RIBENA DRINK CAUSE I NEED GLUCOSE
ARGHHH

2007-01-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

the fever came back yet againn in the morning
i thought that the fever went off totally last night luhh
so i didnt take the last two tablets of febril[paracetemol] for last night

when i woke up this morning
i was shivering and the whole gastrointestinial region felt so weak and churny
took the temp using the thermoscan
FREAKING HIGH 39.3
AHHH dammm

there goes my plan for sentosa with the two girlfriends
sorry girls
i know sorry doesnt mean anything to you all
but this time i really need to rest

attachment's next week
i cant afford to fall sick for the next three weeks or so or even for the whole of that month
with exams attachment and more crap
arghhh

but am meeting childhoodbestties and them for dinner at vivo
dang
my stomach feels wierd againn
why lord why lord

cheer up rachel (:
i missed you
we shall meet up soon
be strong yes
i love you

alrights i am off to sleep againn
i hate ibuprofen !

2007-01-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

took medical leave for today (:
so didnt go school and i missed my darlings in school so so much luhh
just feels weird without them around nagging
i hate quietness

but kinda irritated mummy dearest with my whinings
wanted to go school actually but the stupid diahrrea came back in the morning
met virginia, passed her my mc (: thanks love

babypie called (:
HEY B**** !i love you <3

spent part of my afternoon studying for bioscience and hs 1029 (:
did drugs calculations and homeostasis

dr lam gave good hints this time round (:
but the rest of the modules are =x
sighhhs
wish me luck
stress starts tomorrow

sentosa tomorrows with the girlfriends
lets hope it doesnt rain if not it's movie marathon and retail therapy (:
meeting pts dearest* and childhoodbesttties in the night for dinner <3
i missed them so :]

i miss ((:
wont be going for tertiary fling
so i wont be seeing ((:

2007-01-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

currently sick
food poisoning=diarrhea and throbbing headache and shivering chills and horrible muscle ache and no appettite

i got mc for tomorrows
which means today's the last day i actually get to see precious and darling
sighhs

at least i got felina darl with me for attachment

today was one of the worst pain ever
till i cried
arghh
and enduring the pain from ten in the morning
till four in the evening was pure torture
cabbed home after the cross cultural psychology exam
the paper was pretty alright though i was shivering away although i had two jackets

came home
applied cold compress and tepid sponging
took one tab of paracetemol[panadol]
rested a while and then went to the doc

dinner
i had my first meal of the day
had hot milo for lunch
didnt have the appetite

many thanks and love to maureen ang mei yun my other half
darling love best friend <3
thanks for carrying my oh so heavy bag today when i was super weak ya
thanks for forcing me to drink water though i hate it
thanks for everything
i love you

felina darl (:
thanks for asking if i am alright every now and then
your one girlfriend that i love so much though you use my copyrighted phrase!
talk to my hand <3
see you next week

virginia precious (:
thanks for cabbing home with me
ensuring that i am alright and safely back home
thanks for helping me place the mc in the student affair office
i love you !!!

i miss pie and girlfriends
i miss ((:

2007-01-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

felina love sent me this super nice song sang by kids yesterday
lyrics spoke so true
kid's prayer to God

dear God
thank you for loving me
i grew up loving you

i want to love you lord
you are a great big God
i am young and do not know alot
come and be my all

i want to love you lord
giving you my life and all
you died for me
you sacrificed
i wont forget you lord

i love you Jesus
i grew up knowing you
i love you Jesus
i grew up serving you
i love you Jesus
my life is made by you
i will never forget never forget
i grew up loving you

2007-01-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

2007-01-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

school's great
but for some reason i was feeling quite moody
oh wells

clinical was fun (:
infant choking CPR and adult Choking CPR was what we learnt today
ended early
went for our early lunch
i didnt see ((: againn
ohh wells
every friday (:

bioscience lecture then presentation tutorial
the love's group presented (:
goood <3

home after that
i am munching now
i am super hungry
and i miss (((:

there's no school on friday
sentosa with the *threesome <3
then dinner with the childhoodbestties and pts (:
so cant wait

cross cultural psychology paper tomorrows (:
wish me luck
i need it

time to get into the mugging moood (:

i saw hunns bunns and marcus today (:
i miss you so jolene koh <3

I MISS PIE LOVE ,HUNNIE BUNNIES AND MY DARLING BESTTIE AND GIRLFRIENDS !

2007-01-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

school's pretty alright
i seriously love my three treasures found in school (:
never fail to make laugh and happy everyday
i love you three <3

i didnt get to see ((: today
so i was pretty =x
but day was still pretty alright
the thought that attachment starts right next week kills me

and the sem exam timetable is out
DANG
i actually got a paper on valentines's day and the day after valentine's day itself
and it's sociology and hs 1029
omg must memorise sbjects and modules work
arghh and my next two papers are right after cny holiday
ahhh how to enjoy you tell me

my valentine's day and cny =x

attachment attachment attachment
arghhh

had a great long talk with babypie
most of it were spent bullshitting and me talking about (((:
why why why

2007-01-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

church's great (:
late night conversation with the pie love was even better <3

caroline chan may yin that bimbotic sister
actually came home one plus last night
so i had a good night rest
and i have been having the sweetest dreams ever for the past two days (:

sermon was pretty boring rather draggy
lunched-then home
the rainy season is back yet againn

every new day your glory unfolds
filling my eyes with your treasures untold
the beauty of holiness brings wordship anew
my greatest love is you

call me deeper into your grace
the river that flows from the holy place
wash over me
cleansing me through
my greatest love is you

2007-01-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

i bought myself a bag online (:
its pretty big but i dont intend to use it as my school bag since its white

the much awaited weekend is finally here
time for reflections and mugging
cross cultural psychology 's exam on next wednesday and before that i got tutorial
dang so gonna be a long dead
60 mcqs
wish me luck

and attachment's starting soon
6 weeks of SGH (:
and lets pray felina and i are having the same lunch break time
felina lee yen ling = <3

i dreamt of eyecandy yesterday
and i saw eyecandy yesterday <3
how great can life be
it's ROCKING GREAT (:

2007-01-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am in my retail therapy mood yet againn (:
i think i overspent yet againn for this month
thank God attachment's in another week's time
which means i wont get any chance to spend much money since most of the time i will be either home or at the hospital
ohh wells

i wanna get a new school bag (:
mummy says to get a crumpler cause its sling
fred perry's giving way soon
sighhs

i like the adidas one but it's too huge
sighhs
i got a fetish for huge bags
and i like my bag to be full of stuff
wierd fetish i have (:

2007-01-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

good luck to my loves for their ica presentations tomorrow (:
hunnies i love you girls <3

felina (:
maureen darl
virginia
siew ling

2007-01-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

daddy's yakking about credit cards and our splurgings now
oh wells
its going into my ears and coming out from the other
hahaha the usuals
only caroline chan may yin can hear sucha stuff
i am tired of it
(:

oh man i am gaining weight
ewww
shall head down to jogging with the rents on saturday

its mugging time
but i cant get into that mode exactly yet
dang dang (:

2007-01-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

(:

school's interesting
aaron lim's wife taught us for hs 1082 (:
lunch at food junction was love <3
darling's group had their meeting
joined them ands napped ((:

clinical's interesting <3

and i will run to you
to your words of truth
not by might not by power
but by the spirit of God
yes i will run the race
till i see your face
let me live within the glory of your grace

2007-01-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

skipped school today to do something rather productive
yes i didnt skip school to slack around
packed my stuff today
as in those pile of high stacked papers around the dining table and all

threw away 2 big trashbags full of rubbish
like o level stuff and n level stuff
i really do miss stc (:
hahahas
looking at what pie used to bomb my handbook with is damm funny
looking at what eunica junior pig drew makes me smile (:
looking at the syf photos make me think back about my beloved flute section and sweetums juniors
(:

school starts at nine tomorrow (:

2007-01-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

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2007-01-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

guess what this is ! a) a spoilt shoe b) salted fish c) rubbish

2007-01-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

in the train (:

2007-01-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

2007-01-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

2007-01-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

2007-01-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

the class girls (:

2007-01-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

group 2 (:

2007-01-09T21:39:00.001+08:00

the love-hate relationship <3

2007-01-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

clique love <3

2007-01-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

our favourite phrase = talk to my hand or heels ((:

2007-01-09T21:37:00.001+08:00

darling and precious (:

2007-01-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

FELINA LEE YEN LING (: I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND MAUREEN <3

2007-01-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

identical hearts <3

2007-01-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

girlfriend love of mine =best friend

2007-01-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

2007-01-09T21:33:00.001+08:00

you know how much i love you dont you <3

2007-01-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello best friend (:

2007-01-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

((:

2007-01-09T21:30:00.001+08:00

and againn !